So i've been still reading into the Mormon thing I don't think I am any where nearer to understanding it at all and i've been reading like crazy....Still have the sisters coming over they try to answer my questions and belive me i have many that i woop out there for them lol....One of the Sisters mission was over and she left a few days ago to go home I miss her and will always consider her one of my friends thats the crappy things about letting the missionaries come into your home you get use to them and then boom they have to go home and then you get new ones who come in then it seems like you have to go all thru the process of re-telling your story and where your at in ur search for the truth.....I'm not sure where this is gonna end with me there are just things i don't agree with and things that confuse me so much and things that I right now refuse to belive cause my heart tells me not too.... I think David and the kids just don't get it ethier and I feel sometimes that I am the one that is so to speak forcing them to go thru this mormon search of mine they kinda just go along with things that involve them...I am thinking soon I will need to just distance myself from it for awhile and focus on other things like my family and trying to make things better with that adjust to life with Honey and all that involves that....
