I thought today was going to be a little better then yesterday but it hasn't been so far you know it's a shame when kids do things how the parents have to be the ones to suffer right along with them when there punished we seem to be punished as well :( It is a very beautiful day the wind is blowing which i love the leaves are falling off the trees which i think is absolutly gorgose and i can't even be out in it because i'm grounded along with 1 of my children, why does it seem that no matter what we do as parents to try and make sure that our children don't follow the wrong path they always seem to do just that it's very heart breaking to see your children get so caught up in the things in the world that aren't good for them, And no matter what you say it doesn't change anything. But as parents we still try to talk sense into our children.
I've tried my best to always be the best mother i could be to my children they've never seen me drunk and have never seen me use drugs, I am a non-drinker and non-smoker I don't use drugs and I don't hang with people who do those things ethier so tell me where i have gone wrong to have a child that insist on doing the very same things i've tried so hard to keep him from :( so on that note it leaves me feeling just a bit sad and somewhat depressed i don't want to feel this way i want to feel happy today.
So I refuse to let this get me down to the point that i will not enjoy my day no i say it will not i will go in the kitchen with my Honey and i will bake some apples with bananna's and it will be good and i will eat it with a smile on my face :) There is always tomorrow and with tomorrow comes new things maybe bad maybe good ethier way i will get thru the crazyness because it's my life and i live it....
