Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Allergy Day's Bring Me Down....

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 Today really pardon the saying sucks hind tit as far as today being a day full of sniffles,runny nose,watering eyes ect....I'm just plainly not feeling myself :( But even so i had to get dressed and take care of my appointments duties and the things i normally take care of...So i sit here at my desk barely able to breath and my nose being stuffy :(

The thing about it normally a person with this issue or sickness in general they get up and they go and take medicine i can't do that why you ask? Well i suffer with Panic disorder,(GAD) which stands for Generalized Anxiety Disorder which includes a few phobias 1 of which is the fear of taking medicines that alter the way i feel or not because i fear taking antibiotics as well....There are a long list of other phobias that i have but i won't list those at this time maybe later lol.... it's aggrivating for me to be sick sometimes i feel so sick and i want so bad to take something for it but there wouldn't be any use because i'd panic to hell and back and it wouldn't help me only make it worse :(

The symptoms of GAD are as follows :

GAD affects the way a person thinks, but the anxiety can lead to physical symptoms, as well. Symptoms of GAD can include:
  • Excessive, ongoing worry and tension
  • An unrealistic view of problems
  • Restlessness or a feeling of being "edgy"
  • Irritability
  • Muscle tension
  • Headaches
  • Sweating
  • Difficulty concentrating
  • Nausea
  • The need to go to the bathroom frequently
  • Tiredness
  • Trouble falling or staying asleep
  • Trembling
  • Being easily startled
It can and is very annoying plus it interferes with my everyday life stuff :( people with GAD often have other anxiety disorders (such as panic disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and phobias), suffer from depression, and/or abuse drugs or alcohol. Great huh....It has taken alot for me to be able to just make it thru the day i can normaly have 5 or more attacks in a single day it just leaves me feeling tired and i have no energy what so ever :( So today that is what i am dealing with....I'm hoping this goes away soon like really soon....

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